Today she picked up a drink for the first time,
Took a swig, stumbled a bit, and never wanted to let go.
And she got high in the middle of the night,
Lips on a twig, had a coughing fit, and craved another show.

And her wishes weren't declined,
Five shots later, laid out upon the floor, friends in tow
Her red eyes searching for just one more find,
One more to cater, bong in hand for more, she's sunk so low.

Chorus:
And deep inside she's screaming,
How did I end up like this?
She was never meaning,
To get lost in an ignorant bliss
But reality just befell her,
All that she's lost taking a toll on the mind,
So she refuses to stay sober,
In hopes of escaping the reality that binds.

Oh, today she turned away from disappointed eyes,
Shut the world out, closed her lids, and ignored the stares
And today all that she used to be died,
Lips in a pout, hands in fists, she ignored the glares

As she begged her all her pretty little ties
For just one more, craving the buzz, and the smoke filled air.
And she hates all these silly pitiful lies
That escape her core, like an accidental cuss, but she refuses to care

Chorus:
But deep inside she's screaming,
How did I end up like this?
She was never meaning,
To get lost in an ignorant bliss
But reality just befell her,
All that she's lost taking a toll on the mind,
So she refuses to stay sober,
In hopes of escaping the reality that binds.

Oh…today she picked up a drink and bong for the very first time,
Stumbled a bit, her eyes a fit, and wanted some more…