March 23rd, 2009

Where do you go when you've turned your back on every friend you've ever had? When you've lost yourself without ever knowing who you really were. When you've cried so hard you caught Swimmer's Ear three times a year for the past three years, without ever ever setting foot inside a pool.

Where do you go when your feet have touched the bottom of the barrel and still dug deeper? When you've built yourself up to a deity, torn yourself down to a beggar, and then begged, to a god you barely believe in.

Where do you go when Heaven says No, but Hell is still too hot? ...And you die a little more each day.

Where do you go?