don't give me hell
for what i'm feeling,
you brought me here.
and like shattered glass you're lethal,
but only in small doses.
if i could drink the static
from this broken tv screen,
then maybe you'd understand
why every fiber's drowning.
but i should have guessed
you'd be so narrow.
your disease is a sick and hollow thing,
wriggling through every core in me.
my heart's just a casualty,
don't feed me your excuses.
peel away the lining of my body,
i didn't need it anyway.
i'm a walking form of madness,
but you could never understand.
oh, you idiot.
understand me.
it was never meant to bleed this much.
and you're just as useless as before.