Your silence pains me
Every note of it's a scar.
I keep on talking
As if we still are what we were.
But you don't answer
So the conversation can't get far.
I say hello
And sometimes you reply,
But sometimes you leave my hanging
To have my own soliloquy.
You never hang around
To answer when I ask you why.
So sometimes I'm fed up
And I say I don't care anymore.
But you know that that's a lie
And I'll be right back at your door,
With a smile on my lips,
Though my heart is bruised and sore.
Because this pain is still a rush
More than the emptiness of Numb.
And sometimes I just need to feel,
Even if I'm feeling dumb.
I'm still looking for somebody
But right now, you're the only one.