Your silence pains me

Every note of it's a scar.

I keep on talking

As if we still are what we were.

But you don't answer

So the conversation can't get far.


I say hello

And sometimes you reply,

But sometimes you leave my hanging

To have my own soliloquy.

You never hang around

To answer when I ask you why.


So sometimes I'm fed up

And I say I don't care anymore.

But you know that that's a lie

And I'll be right back at your door,

With a smile on my lips,

Though my heart is bruised and sore.


Because this pain is still a rush

More than the emptiness of Numb.

And sometimes I just need to feel,

Even if I'm feeling dumb.

I'm still looking for somebody

But right now, you're the only one.