wanting (to be) but feeling
nothing; falling. crashing. break
–ing down (to nothing). ripped
away, floating through (air),
tripping (on acid).

i ate the shrooms &
fell into the abyss
thinking i'd found

only to realize
i had stumbled into hell.


21 December 2009

a/n: I really like the first stanza of this piece, but
I don't know how I feel about the rest of it.
(I actually think it feels forced but
I don't want to change it. Editing is not my thing.)