shocked into another fucking dimension completely—
i didn't even know her & (for god's sake i) don't (need
to) know why she disappeared. but she's gone. she's
gone. she's gone(?). shit happens &

life will go on.

a/n: her penname was she calls him neo
& for some weird fucking reason, i found
solace in her poetry, some kind of escape
from reality & it was love at first sight.

but now she's gone (&wecallthisanupdate:
can't write. done with fp.) never to return
again.

i need to stop letting people impact my life so forcefully.
(especially when i don't even know them.)