choking on air that's catching, stuck
in between the lines you can't read, you
can't see, you can't feel, you can't
breathe

when you're choking, coughing, sputtering,
spitting out word after useless fucking word,
every single syllable harder to get out
than the one before & it's a snowball
effect baby, once it gets going it just gets
harder.

a/n: It's been a week.
I'm still pissed.
[You'll never know.]

It was your fucking choice & my god,
I still can't believe you chose
getting high…