endless static

filling the gaps in my brain

eating

endless static

shifting the blood in my heart

looping

over and over again through my veins

terrible silence

is hardly an alternative to

endless chatter

mind-numbingly stupid and chaotic

like static

Blipping and Blinking and Blinking

Winking

at me,

a shell simply housing the snail of misery

childishly wringing my hands

waiting for solace to

descend

but my discontent

is static