not wearing a seatbelt,

because, honestly, i don't care,

if i shoot through this shield,

and onto the ground,

/0/

noone would think twice about hitting the brakes,

there's nothing special about this girl,

nothing pretty enough to save once again,

and the crumpled body lay still forever,

/0/

the blood trickles down,

like the tears once did,

but there's noone ever to make it go away,

at least my heart will stop beating for once,

/0/

the pain will stop,

the pain will stop,

i'm thinking of all the ways to make it happen,

and i'm thinking of all the ways it could happen,

/0/

if i don't turn now, then i could hurt never,

if i don't brake now, then i could be gone forever,

if i don't go now, then i could be the one severed,

if i don't stop now, then i could be the one not-so-clever,

/0/

and the glass shatters quickly,

just like my heart,

when they threw it on the ground,

and my chest falls one last time,

/0/

there will not be any tears shed this time,

there will not be any sadness,

because i am just a nobody,

with nothing to give,

/0/

and as my body goes slowly whiter,

it will represent how the loneliness,

has caused the sun to run away,

this ring will be forever around my finger,

/0/

and as the blood spreads around me,

it will show you exactly how much i have been hurt,

all of the puncture wounds finally opening,

and i never expected that there would be this much pain,

/0/

i'm floating,

and the pain is finally gone,

tell me this isn't the right way,

take me now,

/0/

beautiful angst,

release yourself,

through my veins of sorrow,

just go ahead,

/0/

there will not be any tears shed this time,

there will not be any sorrow,

because i will rest in peace,

i will rest in peace.