I awoke...


In a padded cell,
In Hell?


Feet tied, straitjacketed,
jaw muzzled,
Neck restrained.


As far as I can tell.


My thoughts are blurred,


Was I taken
In Dreaming?
Did my kidnapper cast

A spell


On me?
Or do I just not


... no, I do.
On memories
My thoughts dwell:


I was fighting back

(because I can't control myself)

Fighting too hard.
And I let myself slip too far,

Too fast.


I gave into
The ecstasy of pain,
And I fell...