Hit the button and drop the
Gunmetal grey plummets
towards earth.
Smoke rises in bursts
of flak.
Our enemies are silent
and I realize
that I am the reason
a child will be


on this night.
I didn't want
to kill him.
He didn't want
to kill me
But here in this plane,
it's country before
Patriotism before
peace and
bombs before

I will get a medal
for showing no mercy here.

But awards put aside,
heartache is heartache
in any tongue.

And at the end of the day,
I am alone
with all of the things
I have done.