"2:42am and wide awake,

Reliving every torturous moment

With

Every lie that spills from your lips,

Because

I. Know. You.

Far better than you know yourself these days,

This crumbling mess of man,

The supposed father, the aching husband,

&&

I'm pacing

Waiting on time to finally catch up to our tragedy

Hoping,

Maybe you'll see what you're missing.

[[why do you even bother anymore?]]"

1:46pm---3/10/2010