I don't know why I care anymore

The one I love hurts me over and over

By now I should simply expect it

Maybe I'd hit a point where I wouldn't care

No one will ever understand me

They laugh, they whisper, they stare

And the fact I don't belong hurts

I don't know why I care anymore

My parents make everything difficult

They lie, they don't listen, they yell

They take away all my freedom

So I'm residing in my own hell

But I've lived with this all my life

I don't know why I care anymore

I don't know how I can feel so dead

And yet I know I'm very alive

I don't want this pain anymore

But I think I need it to survive

But why should I even try?

I don't know why I care anymore