a/n: ewww, formatting fail. this is not how i originally had it... but i suppose it'll do.

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i have to confess something to you:

.

you may be the one

. whose smile i adore

. whose eyes make me melt

. whose friendship i wish was more

.

but if all we're ever going to be is friends

. (even if i can't get over you

. when you flash your smile

. and meet my eyes)

.

then i'll force myself to move on.

.

.

i have to confess another thing to you:

.

i never want to do that

. so if there's even

. the tiniest chance

. that you could like me at all

.

i'm begging you to take it.

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a/n: as previously noted, my formatting died. it's kinda spaced right... the single dots taking up entire lines are intended to be blank lines... and my attempt to indent by putting a dot and several spaces before an indented line kinda worked... i can post a screen shot of how it should look if anyone truly cares.

anyway. yeah. he's absolutely adorable and i'm in love with his smile... but if he's not gonna make the move he's been kinda hinting at, i'm not gonna keep waiting around.