How do I say

"Hi, how are you, trip ok?"

Ever feel like you wanted to say something before you died?

I do, I want to tell you how I feel.

I want to tell you I love you, and that's sounds taboo.

I don't care about the rules. I just want you to know.

Yes, I want more, I want a relationship, but you have so many relationships.

Why should you add one more?

No reason. I can stay in the shadows. I don't need much.

I like it here with just a bit more of you and I'd be fine.

No, you don't need to care for me.

No, you don't need to pay for me.

You have all your freedoms.

So just in case you are feeling blue, here is one more treasure for your box.

My heart belongs to you.

Don't ask me why, I don't have a clue.

But sometime when our friendship blossomed you woke me from my slumber.

It wasn't with a kiss. I think it was a smile.

And kindness and sharing.

It was how blind you were to my reality. All rolled together.

Then you fell and fell hard. I felt your pain.

Now I feel like you've awoken too.

Is there a fairy tale like this? Where the prince and the princess awaken and fall in love?

If not, then we should write one because that is what I think happened.

We both left our pasts behind us. And we look ahead toward the future.

Maybe we can share some of it together.

That would be nice.

That would be all I need to say my life is perfect.

That and maybe a chance to share some birthday cake with you.

Someday, maybe

Your loving fool