Wanting More.
He doesn't hear a word I say.
He's absorbed in the way she looks.
It's like I don't exist.
I never do when she's around.
Always second best,
Never satisfying?
No, you perv!
I meant I can't require the needs to pass as a friend.
I'll always be the little girl he grew up with.
He feels the need to protect me like a brother.
I do want him to be part of my family,
But as the sense of my lover.
Doesn't he see what he's doing to me?
He's hurting me more then the guys he's scaring away.
Claims it's for my best,
But I don't care about them.
All I need is him.
Whatever he says is true,
Is true in my heart.
If he wants the truth to this endless pain to disappear,
Either he leaves,
Crushing my heart to oblivion,
Or shares this gut wrenching feeling called love.