Two years shouldn't be so hard
Passing quickly like the flip of a card
Yet I still feel blood's pull
I try so hard but never feel full

Is it a miracle or a sin
That I haven't moved from where I've been
That night haunts me still
And it's not changed by any pill

Only one could get through
But left when the wind truly blew
It hurts, a stinging loss
But with me there's always a cost