Indescribable

What do you say

When all words are gone

What do you feel

When your heart skips a beat

What do you know

When everything changes

What do you do

When you know its not the same

What's it like

To try to be normal

To be as normal as you can be

How's it different

When the bombs go off

When feat saturates the air

When you know its not going back

When you can't move for the paralyzing silence

When it seems like its all over

When all you want to do is hide

What is it?

It's indescribable, unimaginable, pain