Truly, Im screaming inside when I look out the window wishing I would die
I wait for you to speak,
all I want is things to return to the way they used to be.
We cant be together but still I sit waiting.
waiting for what?
I just want you to hold me like you used to but you talk to that girl
I just look out the window and pretend ignorance
You can tell that im irritated
So you stop
But i dont want you to
I dont want you to feel sorry for me
and I dont want you to know how I feel.
but you always do
You claim to love me
you never touch me.
You talk to me
but we can never go to that special place again,
to communicate silently
but you don't seem affected
You sit there like nothing is wrong.
do you feel the strangeness of it all?
maybe I should just give up and move on.
Find someone new,but i just can't let you go.
I make fun of the girl you talk to,
but you dont laugh you dont even smile, do you care for her?
I hate you for hurting me.
you may not do it on purpose
I just want you to let me go.
Let me be free,
but My heart will never be