Sunny Days

Not the best days for everyone, we need the rain to cover our pain

Deep breathing doesn't work when you feel yourself going insane

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The sun happened to shine on my very gloomy day

As if mocking me, shining its damn hardest in its place

Holding my head down, refusing to show my face

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Finding no peace on this beautiful fucking day

Where's the rainy days, to wash my pain away?

The thunder clouds screaming what I cant say

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On these warm sunny days it reminds me of this guy

I was perfectly happy until he said goodbye

I wasn't one of those stalker chicks, that always have there way

I just needed, Demanded to know why the dude wouldn't stay

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Clouding in self doubt, and stupid self loathing

All the while the sun is Shinning, gloating

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As if everyone in the world is happy on this day

There was no time for my gloominess to stay

Where was my release, where is my joy?

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Waiting till the thunderclouds roll, wash away my pain

Cleaning my thoughts of this horrible day

AN: Don't when you wish for rain to match your mode it never comes? Its so annoying then people look at you on a sunny day and your brooding and they have no idea how upset you are.

-JAHSEI