Not the best days for everyone, we need the rain to cover our pain
Deep breathing doesn't work when you feel yourself going insane
The sun happened to shine on my very gloomy day
As if mocking me, shining its damn hardest in its place
Holding my head down, refusing to show my face
Finding no peace on this beautiful fucking day
Where's the rainy days, to wash my pain away?
The thunder clouds screaming what I cant say
On these warm sunny days it reminds me of this guy
I was perfectly happy until he said goodbye
I wasn't one of those stalker chicks, that always have there way
I just needed, Demanded to know why the dude wouldn't stay
Clouding in self doubt, and stupid self loathing
All the while the sun is Shinning, gloating
As if everyone in the world is happy on this day
There was no time for my gloominess to stay
Where was my release, where is my joy?
Waiting till the thunderclouds roll, wash away my pain
Cleaning my thoughts of this horrible day
AN: Don't when you wish for rain to match your mode it never comes? Its so annoying then people look at you on a sunny day and your brooding and they have no idea how upset you are.