I face this world

With a fake smile

Everyday

I wish that I

Could have a permanent place

To stay

I cry in the dark

Of my room when

Alone

I just sit in

The corner stiff as

A stone

When life is hell

I shut everybody

Out

I just go on

Wishing that I could

Scream and Shout

I cant stand life

On this earth for

Another minute

My world is crashing

Down with no one

There to catch me

I shed a tear

When people least

Expect to see

I get in trouble

For stupid things that

I didn't do

I can't trust nobody

Not my friends

Or you

I want to be

Loved and safe

Like the rest

Why does it seem

Like God is putting

Me through a test?