i always want to text you
but i always decide i won't
i say it's 'cause your money's tight
and if i do, we'd waste the entire night
just chatting away about random things
from midnight till the alarm rings.
but in reality, it's because
i just don't want to start
if i'm thinking of you
you might think of me too
and what i love most of all
is when you text me first.
a/n: i hate this... none of the words i combine describe the feeling of the boy texting me before i can text him. it means he thought of me without a prompt, without me being there at all... and something about that feeling of importance, that i'm so far forward in someone's mind that he has to text me and let me know, is completely uncapturable in my words. it's driving me absolutely insane...
but he always takes away my words... i shouldn't be so surprised :)