So what? So you're going to let this kid kiss & touch
whatever he wants, just because you feel broken
& don't want to face the pain? You're pathetic.
You really are. MITCH DIDN'T WANT YOU
FOR A REASON. Robert only wants you because
he thinks you're going to be easy
. MITCH IS NEVER
GOING TO WANT YOU.

They're right, all of them. They were all right
when they scoffed at you for letting him in to begin with
& now you need to get the fuck over it. & they're
still right. GET OVER
IT. Life isn't always rainbows & butterflies.
She's a man-stealing home-wrecking
crack whore but

you need to get the fuck over it
& LET GO.

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a/n: This kind of goes with "I'm Getting Involved With Someone"
(a chapter of The iPod Collection) but
it kind of stands by itself, too.

It's very, very personal. It's a rant.
But it's prose(ish) and important to me.
I feel like I need to post it.

(I wonder if Mitch is still reading the shit I post...)