Moving Forward and not behind

I have fallen so far from him

Not sure how or even why I did

Never realizing how much time has gone by

And growing farther away from him

It has taken almost two months now

To set aside the worldly things to get right with him

Knowing all the wrong I've done

And wanting to not fail, but to live, laugh, and love

The life I was given, is so precious to me

That even you might think it too if you believe

Wanting to have this powerful gift- or talent

That each of us are given or might have

Now the time has come to set things right

To move forward and not behind

Leaving the struggle and worries alone

To do what I need to do with my life