& I wish I could tell you how I truly feel...
But telling you would be disastrous
And the consequences could be dire
What would you do?
What would you say?
Would my words really matter anyway?
& My heart feels so swollen and overwhelmed with it's unspoken words
and it gets worse every time that I talk to you or when I am near you
but I guess living with the pain of you not knowing is more bearable than the thought of telling you the truth and you rejecting it
but if I could ever find enough courage, enough strength…
I would tell you that I fell in love with you the moment I saw you
And that I have loved you every moment since
With your mesmerizing dark brown eyes
And your spiky black hair
I would tell you that I would do anything in the world for you
and that if your life was on the line, I'd give mine for yours
I'd tell you I'd change anything and everything about myself to fit your mold of "your perfect girl"
& I would tell you how amazing you make me feel when you talk to me and how I smile from
ear to ear
And I'd tell you that when you smile at me, my heart melts to pieces and I can barely breathe
I would tell you that the few times I was in your arms and the one night at the movies
were the happiest moments of my life
And that your hand fit mine perfectly when it was intertwined with mine
& I would tell you that when I close my eyes, all I see is you...because you are my ocean, my vision of shining light, you make everything so much more than it really is
& I would tell you how when you asked me what I wished for on my birthday and I wouldn't tell you…it was you. It has always been you. It will always be you…till the end of days
and I'd tell you that I might not be the prettiest girl, or the smartest, or anything of that sort, but no girl could ever love you the way I do
but somehow I don't think me telling you would matter anyway
After all, you are perfect, and I am the furthest thing from it, so why would you want something like me? Foolish girl.
So my heart remains silent, yet screaming that it loves you, more than you'll ever know
A/n: I wrote this poem in around 30 minutes...not sure if I like it or not, but it's how I feel right now...