I sit here and wonder when will he figure it out. When will he figure out that my heart pounds wildly in my chest when he is around. That I can't think when he is around. That every time he speaks I hang on his every world like it's my life line without it id fall 1000 stories to my death. I have carved our initials in our "special" tree at the same time carving those words into my heart in hopes that someday he will feel the same, and as he approaches all I can think is I want to tell him "I want you to know that I will always be here for you after all I LOVE YOU."