they think I cant see them

they are wrong they

don't understand how

I need this so but they

pace and pace and wont

stop pacing they cant

and wont and don't

they see how I

need them to?

they think that

they're in the

dark but they're wrong

{wrong so very wrong}

its not the

dark that's keeping

them back but

me I am I keep

trying but my methods

are failing and

they will win some

time soon and

I dont want to

give in yet i

just cant do that

but what if i

have no

{choice?}

want a choice but

cant have a

choice not entitled

not fair not

fair it just isn't fair why

do I have to

{suffer?}

she's fine she's

fine dont any

of you worry she's

just fine.

Fine fine fine i'm

just fine...

what if i'm

not fine

and dandy what if

{i need your help?}

they come up to

the very sidelines just

to taunt me and i

{cant take it anymore}

and all i

have to wonder

and ponder on

is whywhywhy

{why me?}

i am rambling but i

cant help it losing

my mind and i cant

understand why

whywhywhy this

is happening to me

she's fine she's

fine dont any

of you worry she's

just fine {?}