my first pillow book. EVER.

this is a new beginning, and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't scared. but the dawn always comes after the darkest hour of the night, or so grandma says.

so i'm not afraid, not anymore. here, i'll be pouring out my frustrations, my regrets, my fears - overall, everything that makes me who and what i am. and maybe, if a little stroke of luck is there for me, i'll become a new, better person. free of my inhibitions, fears, regrets, misery and the long shadows of my never-ending mistakes.

so come along for the ride. that is, if you want to.