mediocre, average, in the middle, stuck

i feel.
utterly.
average.

in.
the.
middle.

not
excelling
at
one thing.

not
one
of a
specific group
of people
good
at
one
thing.

not
a failure,
just
not
great
at
something,
either.

i'm not
bad
at
everything.

i'm
just not
great
at
one thing.
i need
something
that
defines
me.

i could
be
the leader
of the kids
who aren't
good
at anything,
or
don't
know
what they
want
to do.

is
there
anything
i
can do
to
get
beyond
this?