Death will be my rebirth
Unwanted, everyday I am becoming less of a human
because mankind rejects me. I am not hesitant to say
I wish I knew why I feel so distant if I am suppose to
be important to the world and the Lord. All I need is
someone to stab my heart with a sword instead of
giving me a encouraging word to help me to get through
the day. I can't fight this feeling, the need to break away
from the arms of my beloved in order to be free to breathe
on my own. Jesus, you promised me that I can be with you
in heaven so I give you permission to take me off of life support.
My dying born again death wish, my birthday is worthy to be
forgotten. I'm certain death will be my rebirth that will make
my life to be full of joy again after I have quietly slipped away
from the spotlight.