06/15/2009

you should see the way my ends are fraying
i'm coming apart at the seams
it's really kind of beautiful to watch
the way i rip, rip apart

and mommy isn't here
she's ages and aeons away
but i remember her voice
and everything she likes

i don't remember who i used to be
everything has gotten to be so blurry
i don't remember this dark, clownish face
donning black and silver and silver and silver

please help me remember
i don't want this anymore
do i look the way i feel?

i'll show you i'm not okay
how i feel about this
i want mommy, and brother, and mommy...

and mommy

and mommy

and mommy

and mommy said, "what?"
and i repeated my words
because mommy needs me
and everyone needs a reminder