*~Never ending nightmare~*

I tear my Heart open but I still feel the pain.
In the cemetery alone I stand in the rain.
Tears soaking up my face.
I'm a mess I'm a disgrace.
That day you left me.
Tears in your eyes you pushed me aside and said,
"Get out of my way!"
Is this it?
Are you just going to walk away?
Am I going to let this happen?
No.
I run after you in a dream like speed.
I reach out for you and scream your name.
You don't seem to notice.
I awake bathed in sweat.
mascara down my pale cheeks.
Your picture in my hands.
Awake only to find myself in a never ending nightmare.