She's a horrible person. I can see that now.
I see the way she betrays those she calls friends. I see the way she ignores the hurt she's caused, and doesn't move to help when others most need it. I see the way she doesn't try for anything, and then I see her complain when things don't go her way. I see the way she pushes the blame onto others, willingly deluding herself so she won't have to feel guilt, won't have to apologize, won't have to take responsibility for the things she's done. I see the way that she's petty, whiny, and an all-around bitch.
Then she smiles and I see the way I love her, even after all this time.
A/N: I don't know. I just don't know. I felt like writing, and this came out somehow.