I am afraid. by every meaning of the word, I fear.

This deafening silence this stilling noise,

A sound I cannot pinpoint,

I grieve. by every sense of the word I mourn,

A shell shocking stillness a sudden violent desperation,

I claw. I dig even deeper

I scratch. I ravage just to decipher this emotion.

I yield. I hand myself over to these

Feelings. I don't know

But they wrack my very being.

My soul, is torn into a thousand pieces

I am scattered. amongst the people I once rejoiced in

I revel. In the moment of being free

And then I fall. from great heights as if in a

Dream and I wake. to this soul searching

Redeemer, waiting to redeem

When I only wanted release, but I give in.

to the power of redemption and my

Fear. melts away like molten lava and

This grief, trickles away like drops of

Water. and my soul,

That was shattered like a window is a

Puzzle. and it is put back together by a

Master, and I am a complete picture

Once again. I rejoice amongst the people

That I reveled in and I am whole.

we coincide together for the first,

And all eternity time

And we are one. in this burst of life

A new birth.