i thought you were someone i could rely on,
but you turned out to be just like everyone else.
you used me until you were through with me,
& now you tell me it's over.

i'm sorry but whenever someone says
"let's just be friends"
it usually just means

i don't ever want to talk to you again.

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a/n: we weren't even really in a relationship but it still hurts.
he "doesn't do long-distance relationships."
awesome.

but i shouldn't "take it personally. it's not [me, i'm] an amazing person."

i can't stop crying.
i'm going to drown myself in tears.

did i really just let him use me like that?