Another sad poem I wrote while feeling depressed. I hope everyone likes it, and I hope you'll read my other works.
I often find myself sitting outside alone
Emothions come pouring out;things I've rarely shown
And when I'm by myself, thats when I want to cry
When I'm by myself, I'd rather sooner die
The world is big; it needs me not
I'm just another thing forgot
But thats the way it seems it has to be
The rest of the world heading away from me
I hold out my hand, praying someone will take it
Then I hit the ground, because I didn't make it
I used to tell myself that I was okay, that I was getting by
But after many lonely years, I saw it was a lie
A lie I told myself to make myself feel better
But by the time I realise that I couldn't be much deader
Does my family love me any less?
I panic, panic, my thoughts a mess
'Never betray me.'
'I miss you.'
'Do you miss me?'
'Is it to late for us to be?'
'Mom and dad, won't you stop fighting?'
'You've finally divorced, that should be the end of the biting.'
'I'm sorry sorry sorry.'
'Please, please save me.'