So Lost

It seems like it's been forever

Since I felt normal

Maybe I never did

But it seems that I could be better

I feel like I remember a time

Where the world seemed much less cruel

It may not have happened

But I feel like it occurred

I cannot comprehend

Why life seems so much harder

Every waking moment

I spend on this Earth

If someone could explain

Why people are so rude

And why life gets so tough

I need somebody to help