Just Swallowing On

Captive of fear,
I scream and shrill,
but where only I can hear.

Lover of endurance,
I hold and surpress,
injuring no one but only me.

Prisoner of utilization,
I work for eternity,
facing only disparages.

Seeker of peace,
I speak not of what I feel,
for conflict only frustrates me.
~Ger.