And now on the verge of
the salt, I feel a shift
Deep within me; and I can't
Find myself again.

And if the drugs won't do it
And if the booze won't do it
I will find a way to
Disconnect this feeling.

Because you apologize for
My destruction, while
Adding fuel to the flame,
To set my world on fire.

Because you catch my lips
In your hold on me, and
It's all I can do to
Drench myself in solitude.

And now I find I wish I
Had never tasted the gateway
To a world I may never know,
Because you mean too much to me,
Now.


Because you take this for granted..