isolation

Today, I felt isolated again,
I felt like I needed to just sit in the dark sound of stillness.
I felt the need to bleed, just for the sake of seeing if I would draw blood.
I didn't do it.
I felt like crying and shaking and silently screaming
' I'm alone, but you don't care. I'm alone, but why should you care?' just to feel the echoes in my head, comfortably rumbling,
Telling me that there's something else to me.