It's the look you gave me that started it all. I couldn't stand it. It killed me, it really did. I wanted you to take me right then and right there, you know. Just because of one look. You realize how pathetic that sounds? Well, I do. I do realize, and what we did next in an attempt to satisfy the beasts within us was not enough. Just a lousy kiss, however passionate, is not and can never be enough.
"Mina?" Your breath is licking my cheek, hot and rough. We are intertwined, you and I, with my arms around your neck and your arms circling my waist. You hold me like I'm a fragile glass vase that might be shattered to pieces with one wrong touch and I hate it and love it at the same time. I hate being this fragile, this weak and yet while I'm in your arms, when your strong arms are around me, I find that I love it. Does that mean I love you as well?
"I love-" I start and you stop me with a bruising kiss on my lips. My wine red lips, the lips you keep staring at even with company in the room. This one is more intense than our former kisses. I'm surprised, but quickly forget myself, drowning in the feel of you. You, oh my-
"Mina, Mina, Mina..." You keep whispering my name and then your tongue is in my mouth, hot and slippery. While it is enough to drive me crazy, it is not enough to satisfy me. I want more and more and more. I'm greedy, I know. It's a sin to be this full of lust, I know. But I need you to complete me, love. All I want is to prove my love to you and you to prove your love to me. What is so wrong with that? I cannot understand, for the life of me I can't.
"I-I know we must wait but... My darling, my love, I cannot wait."
Your eyes widen at the ferocity and boldness of my words, I can feel your surprise. You never noticed how much I needed you, my dearest. That will be the ruiner of us. I will be the ruiner of us. But, to be utterly honest with you, I don't give a damn at the moment. Not now. Maybe later.