Fading Away

The sand is drainning out,
time is passing fast,
everyone's moving on but.
Maybe I'm just warped by fear,
probably my inhibitions,
or rather just my desperations,
yearning to return to those years,
where things were as we see,
no lies, no silent wars, no bitter resentments...

Fingers and the keyboard,
letters typed and deleted.
Behind an energetic face,
a weary soul is struggling.
Thoughts that can't settle,
sanity that is being tested,
things are going awry.

Chatting friends seem so warm,
like nothing in the world's wrong.
But beneath that smile I see,
sinister thoughts are running.
The skin they scratch,
surfaces they touch,
it seems just enough for them,
but...

The sand is drainning out,
time is passing fast,
everyone's moving on but.
Maybe I'm just warped by fear,
probably my inhibitions,
or rather just my desperations,
yearning to return to those years,
where things were as we see,
no lies, no silent wars, no bitter resentments...

I held on the last bit of hope,
the last ray of joyful remembrance,
but it was just foolish of me.
I could never have gone back,
nothing ever reverses its ways,
I am only left with these memories,
pretty little fabrications of the past,
with nothing but longingness to savour....

The sand is drainning out,
time is passing fast,
everyone's moving on but.
Maybe I'm just warped by fear,
probably my inhibitions,
or rather just my desperations,
yearning to return to those years,
where things were as we see,
no gossips, no unheard conflicts, no victims of prejudices.
no lies, no silent wars, no bitter resentments.
Those days are just too far away....

A/N: The title was random. I didn't really know what to put there, so I just picked a random line to fit a title to. Do suggest if you think there's a better title (: Critics and suggestions are ALWAYS welcomed :)