If I bleed enough will all my problems fade?

On my arms are the scars of my memories

I've become so withdrawn

Hopefully sometime soon I'll be gone

There must be an answer to this pain

Or has everything I've done been in vain

My razorblade is my medication

Healing me with another laceration

The pain is here beneath my eyes

I'm too afraid to take off my disguise

Happiness is what you'll see

But I'm truly drowning in misery

A smile is worth a thousand words

If you pay attention, mine's worse

You'll see my smile is nothing but lies

And I can't help but cry

Remember, I'll smile for you

But now you'll know it's untrue.