SONG: Airplanes – B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now…

I just wanted to run away. Get away from this. My life was like hell. I have divorced parents, I'm obese, I'm bullied constantly, and I have no friends or life. I know it's corny, but when I'm alone, and an airplane flies by… I like to think of it as a wish. A wish I may never had, but a wish nonetheless. But a wish would be helpful, right now.

SONG: Before He Cheats – Carrie Underwood

That I dug my key into the side
Of his pretty little souped-up 4 wheel drive
Carved my name into his leather seat
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights
Slashed a hole in all 4 tires
And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats…

UGH!!! I cannot believe Zac! He went to a fricken bar, got drunk and cheated on me! UGH!!!!!! But, I keyed his car. The one he 'loved and cherished.' I took a knife from our kitchen, in our house. Then I did the worst; I cut holes in the tires. I suddenly felt strong, powerful. And the grand finale? I took his baseball bat and smashed the headlights. Words cannot describe how I feel. Ecstatic? Happy? Angry? Frustrated? Glad? Maybe… Maybe…

SONG: Breakeven (Falling To Pieces) – The Script

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

She left me. I can't believe it! I go to the bar and see she's already moved on, drunk and flirting with all the guys around her. It's like our whole relationship was based on her. She never noticed my feelings, never cared for me. I'm still broken inside though. Or, at least, still breaking. Yet, in a weird way, I still love her, but she certainly doesn't give a damn. And my heart I broken, except not exactly in the middle.

SONG: Eenie Meenie – Sean Kingston and Justin Bieber

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lover

Here we are, big pool party and, if you get my drift, lots of girls. But one catches my eye. Nadine. Seems to like every dude though. First me, then Zac, Steven and now, Jack. It's like she's… an eenie meenie miney mo lover. Pshht, not that stupid Justin Bieber song… it's just a song… right? Well, Nadine is with Jack and it's like I want her to be mine.

But she's just an eenie meenie miney mo lover.