A/N: Just a certain way I am feeling right now, obviously... It's not a great song. And I really don't like the scheme. It has bad form. But, it seems the only way I can communicate my feelings these days is in song, even it's a badly written song...

Is It Better This Way?

I wish I could just tell you,
Tell you, how I feel,
How I felt, how I wish that we could be.
I wish I could just tell you,
Tell you, how I really felt about you, and,
Maybe, just maybe, you felt the same way about me...

But for some reason...

I drew the line in my head.
I told myself that it'd be better,
If you didn't know, instead.
You would never know how:
I felt, I feel about you.
Unless, unless you read this now..

What kind of a chance, would I've had?
You probably think I'm crazy,
If you haven't thought that all ready,
I am, just saving myself some embarassment,
My words probably wouldn't have any effect,
Not even make a dent.

So...

I drew a line in my head,
I told myself that it'd be better,
If you didn't know instead.
You would never know how:
I felt and I feel about you,
Unless, unless you read this now...