I woke up feeling something on my face and drowsily opened my eyes to find Carl gently kissing my face. I smiled at him while still mostly asleep.
"What's up with the big idea, waking me up like this?"
"It's close to eleven in the morning. I think it's about time we get up."
"I don't want to get up yet. I'm comfy and still sleepy."
"I think I can come up with a way to not make you so sleepy." He started to nuzzle my neck as his hand went up the shirt and lightly grazed his finger along the inside of my legs after moving down my underwear. It hurt for a second but it felt good, so good.
When he saw that I didn't retreat from his touch he took it as ok and finding my folds slid his fingers into me. With his thumb he rubbed at my clit which just made me gasp and squirm. How he knew how to do that I don't know but he started to play around inside me with his fingers and I could feel my toes curling. He continued to finger me and I gripped at his shoulders as best I could lay down next to him. I could feel myself squeezing around his fingers and it felt so good. I kept squeezing around him and it seemed to feel better each time. My breath was coming out in gasps as I couldn't even control that part of me as I became nothing more than a rutting animal just trying to find some release. He went faster as he fingered me and rougher as he rubbed my clit. I could barely breathe now and could feel that I was so close to going over the edge, so very close.
"So…close…So…close…" I breathed.
"Come on, come on, baby. Cum for me."
"I-I-I…" I felt my body bow and as a result my body pressed hard against him as I squeezed hard around his fingers and felt like I was floating on pure pleasure. When I was done I was shaking and convulsing a bit as my body went back to normal. My breath was still a bit shaky but I wasn't as light-headed as before. Carl withdrew his fingers from me and held me close as I came back from my high.
When he saw I was better he kissed the top of my head and said, "Are you awake now?"
"I-I believe so. That has to be one of my new favorite ways to wake up." I looked at him with a grin. "To find my oh so sexy boyfriend holding me and THEN he gives me a great fingering. How did you know how to do that?"
"I don't know. Well I do read some stuff… I learn that way of how to please ladies… Now more like my special lady." He kissed my forehead and I couldn't help but grin.
"I do the same thing but for guys."
"Oh so you know how to pleasure a guy then? Would you mind showing me?"
"Showing you on whom?" I teased.
"Well I guess Douglas wouldn't mind…"
"Ew! I can show you on you."
"Baby, I think we should probably get up. How about later I'll show you."
"Ok, I'll count that as my favor that you owe me."
He loosed his hold on me and I rolled up to sit up. I stretched and could still feel a bit of the sensation inside me from earlier but I pushed it down. I asked if I could take a shower and he said I could. I could use his stuff but would probably like to use Kara's shower stuff. When I got back to his room I smelled like Carl's shampoo and found him dressed and reading a magazine.
He got up and gave me a hug. He sniffed my hair and gave a smile. "You smell good."
"I do, don't I? I love it. Reminds me of a certain someone."
He rocked me a bit against his body. "Oh really? And who might that be?"
"I believe his name is Carl McIntyre."
"Hey, that happens to be my name."
"Hmmm… Must mean something then."
We stood there for a moment as he held me and he woke me from my reverie saying, "So what do you want for breakfast? I'll make you anything you want."
"As long as you don't mind chocolate chips in them."
"Oh I wouldn't mind. They can't be pancakes without them."
"Great. Let's go down and I'll prepare you your meal m' lady."
So he made me pancakes and I was sitting watching him. It was rather sexy watching a man in the kitchen. I told him as much and he just gave me a smile. As he was putting the chocolate chips in the pancakes he told me to open my mouth. He placed some chocolate chips in my mouth and I smiled at him as I let them melt in my mouth.
When they were done and we were sitting at the breakfast island I asked, "So since you're still here I can guess you don't have work today?"
"Yeah. It's my day off. So what would you like to do?"
I got an idea and smiled slyly at him. "We can go off roading in my car."
I think he caught my drift because he smiled at me with a little devilish smile of his own. "Sure. Where?"
"A place I know on Old Dixie Highway."
Everyone had already left for their jobs or were hanging out with friends elsewhere so when we left the house it was empty. I drove my car down the road and went down the two track that went up a hill to a plot of land that my dad kept some of his fields. I parked the car and looked at him with a glint in my eye.
"Is that enough off roading for you babe? Or do you want some more?"
"I think it was enough. So now what do you want to do?" He was pretending to be innocent about the situation we were in.
"Are you telling me you don't know?" I asked with a little pout.
"Hmmm… Why don't you give me a little idea of what you want to do?"
"I think I can do that." I smiled at him before leaning over and kissing him. We kissed for a moment then asked. "You got an idea now?" He just nodded his head with his eyes closed waiting for me to go back. I gave him a chaste kiss on the lips before saying playfully, "Meet you in the back seat."
We scurried into the backseat and fell onto each other hungrily. Our lips locked onto each other and our hands moved over the others' body. We sat facing each other before I got impatient and swung my leg over him and straddled his hips. I guessed he enjoyed it because he put his hands on my hips and pulled me closer. Now I had to lean over just a little bit because even though he was a tall guy I had an advantage point. I ground my hips a little against his chest and could sense he liked it. I broke off the kiss for a moment and looked down at him. He looked up at me as I reached for the edge of my shirt and pulled it over my head. I tossed it aside and could see a smile come over his face. He buried his face into my bosom and I could feel his warm breath on my skin. He kissed the top of my breasts until he got to the edge of my bra cups. He then reached around and undid the clasp of my bra and threw away the offending piece of underwear. He kissed the rest of my breasts before reaching up for my face and pulling me down to his lips. I pulled his shirt off and started undoing his belt when he caught my hands.
"Do you have any more condoms?"
"Yeah," I breathed. "In the consol…in the front…"
I undid his belt and started undoing his pants when he stopped me again. "Could you get them?"
"Ok." I turned around and got the box. I took one out and threw it into the seat next to us.
He smiled and pulled me closer and went back to kissing my lips. I finished undoing his pants as he started undoing my own. I could feel his manhood straining against the confines of his pants as I finished my work and I gave it a little stroke. He picked me up suddenly then and put me on my back in the seat. He pulled my pants off and left me in just my panties. I know he had already seen them but I couldn't help but ask what he thought.
"I like them. They're wild."
I gave a laugh because they were my expensive pair I had gotten from Victoria's Secret and were zebra print. I then had a flash back for a second of a similar time in the same place with another guy. I winced but it went away.
Carl looked down at me for a moment looking worried. "Is something wrong Bridgette? Did I hurt you somehow?"
"It's nothing. Come on."
"No, it has to be something. What is it?"
I sat up using my elbows and said, "It's just that the last time I was in this same position, well not same position…but anyways and I was wearing the same underwear… It was just a little flash back. Come on, I want you."
"Are you sure you want to do this right now? We can go back…"
"No, I want to do this with you. I want us to feel good at the same moment."
"Ok. If you want to Babe."
He kissed my forehead, then my nose, then my lips, then my chin and kissed his way down the midline of my body. When he got to my bellybutton he dipped his tongue into it and I shivered. I could feel him smile as he continued to kiss his way down to the top of my panties. He then gently removed them and tossed them aside. Now I was completely naked in front of him on my back and he still had his pants and underwear though his pants wear threatening to slide off.
"Hey, I think you need to lose some clothing there honey."
"Nope. I wanna try something first before we get to that."
He put his head between my legs and when I realized what he was going to do I could feel my heart race and could feel myself become wet just at the thought of it. He gave a quick little lick to my pussy and I gave a loud moan. God! It felt so god damn good! He sucked lightly on my clit and I could see new colors exploding in front of my eyes. I moaned his name and that was when he delved his tongue into me.
I gave a loud gasp and bucked at the sudden pleasure. He gave a little flick of his tongue before he redrew and looked at me.
I gulped and looked at him a little dazed, "You learned that from your stories too?"
He gave a smile. "Yeah, I've heard that people find it disgusting but I didn't think it was."
"Oh baby! I loved it!"
"Good. Now you get to show me what you learned from your stories."
"Ok, but you need to be on your back for this."
He maneuvered to be under me and I looked down at him from where I straddled his stomach. I slowly leaned over and kissed him tenderly on the lips just barely letting my breasts graze his chest. I could taste myself on his lips but didn't find it disgusting. I moved to the side of his neck and lightly sucked on his skin there before moving backwards so I straddled his knees. I slowly inched his pants down his legs then once it got to his knees I got impatient and just shucked them off. I wanted to torture him some more but I was impatient to start this. I ripped his boxers off and gave his manhood a little stroke. He gave a sigh in pleasure and closed his eyes, waiting for whatever I was going to do. I bent over it and just lightly breathed on it. I saw him get larger and stiffer from it and started to breathe a little more on it. He groaned and rolled his hips in impatience. I put my lips to just his head and suckled on his cock. He groaned again and thrust his hips forward trying to get more of himself in my mouth but I stopped him and kept just his head in my mouth. I started to suck hard and could feel him start to get ready for an orgasm. I stopped sucking and sat back to sit on my haunches. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a soft smile.
"Babe, I love you and that was great!"
"Thanks Babe… I love you too."
Carl was about to bring me down so we could kiss a little when he realized what I had said. "What did you just say?"
I felt guilty for some reason and said, "I said thanks babe."
"No, after that."
"I-I-I love you too."
I could see his eyes shine with happiness and he squashed me to his chest, forgetting the moment's heat. "Oh, I'm so glad to hear that from you Bridgette!"
"I'm glad," I managed to gasp. He let go of his death grip of me and beamed a large smile at me.
"I knew you could do it! What changed this?"
"I said it last night… You were just asleep. I do love you but I don't know… I didn't believe I could say it."
"What made you think you couldn't say it?"
"I don't know. Disappointment before…?"
His eyes turned sad and he gently removed his arms from my waist. "How many times do I have to tell you I'm not like him? I won't leave you. Why can't you trust me?"
I felt tears well in my eyes seeing how sad he was. I fought them back as I replied, "I do trust you, I do. I love you, I really do. Please don't be sad, I don't want to lose you. I wouldn't be able to take it if you left me."
He gently wrapped his arms around me and held me gently to his chest. "I told you I won't! I just wish you could get it through your pretty little head that I'm not like him and that I love you! I don't want to lose you either."
I closed my eyes and could feel a tear come out of one of my eyes. It dropped onto his chest and I don't know if he felt it because he didn't wipe it away or anything but maybe he did.
"Babe, I'm sorry. I'm not used to such an intensely emotional relationship. There wasn't much with him so I am kinda baffled how him and I even got together and stayed that long but I'm still learning, ok? I want to be with you forever."
"Ok, maybe I shouldn't have said it so early though. I'm learning too but I just feel so much for you I feel like I could burst from it. Last night and today was so great! I wish we could share every day this way."
"Yeah, that would be great," I sighed. We laid there for a while in peaceful silence, forgetting the fact that we came out there to have sex.
"Why can't we?" he asked tentively.
I propped my chin on his chest and looked at him, "Why can't we, what?"
"Share every day like this. Get an apartment and move in together…"
"You're being serious, aren't you?" I looked at him with wide eyes. His face was very serious looking and watching for my reaction. "Don't you think that's a big step? How would we afford it in the first place? I don't even have a job."
"When we find one you can find a job and help with your share of the rent."
"But we don't know that much about each other yet. We've only dated for about a week, how can we decide that we should do this? Our parents would freak out anyways. My mom would freak out and KILL me."
He looked dejected but understood my reasoning. "I just want to spend all my time with you. It would be easier if we just lived together." He nuzzled my neck and gave a little sigh.
"That's what cars and technology is for, darling. It's just it's not the right moment for it. How about we wait a couple of months before we come back to this? We can still spend time together, all the time." I kissed his chest and added, "I would love to live with you though. It's not the best time in our lives and relationship to do this. Maybe when we go to college we can get apartments next to each other or something and room with our friends. It would be just a walk a away from each other then and we could spend as much time with each other as we wanted except when we have classes, of course."
"That sounds like a good idea. But I already have a dorm room and I've already paid for it."
"So have I. How about next year? I have some friends graduating and we could get see if we can all get apartments together. One of them has a boyfriend and maybe you two guys can get one together and us girls get one."
"It sounds cool, but you can't force people to live together. What if we don't get along together?"
"It's just an idea, darling. Or maybe we can get one together next year. You may never know."
"I would love to get one together." He nuzzled my neck again.
"Well one thing I'm sure we'd both like living together is that we could have all the wild sex we wanted." I giggled and kissed his chest again as I ran my hand over it and played lightly with his nipple, reminding us that we were both laying there naked.
"All this emotional stuff has made me kinda tired. I wanted to do it on top but I don't feel up to it. You mind being on top again?"
He smiled and kissed the top of my head. "Sure, Babe." He flipped us over and smiled down at me before kissing me with passion that wasn't there a second ago.
It took my breath away and I lost sense of what I was doing, before I knew it I had somehow gotten him very hard and he had just thrusted hard into me. I gave a gasp from just an instance of pain but gave a sigh of pleasure. It felt so right having him in me. We fit perfectly though it felt like he was more into it now and just a tad bigger. He started at it hard and pushed into me fast and deep. I found it hard to keep my breath as he was pounding my brains out. Oh but the pleasure was magnificent! Wave after wave of bliss rolled through me as he thrusted and pulled and thrusted again. I felt myself start to float from the pleasure of it all when it came to an ultimate high then we came to a crashing end and he slumped over me exhausted. I noticed he was still in me but let it be and threw my arms across his back to hold him to me as we came back to normal.
As we came back to our shuddering selves I kissed his ear and whispered, "Darling that was magnificent! I don't know if I can even walk after that."
"I do hope you can, because I'm taking you out for lunch or if you'd rather we can make it dinner or both."
"We just ate breakfast. How about a light lunch, then go out?"
"Ok, sounds good. You may want to go home to get a change of clothes though. I'm thinking Scovies."
"Really? I love that place! They have the best dessert ever! I usually get chocolate cake when I go. I'm such a cheap date."
He gave a chuckle and said, "Well then I'll be saving money with you, won't I?"
"Usually. I don't like to eat a lot and some food just makes me queasy."
"Hmm. Well dessert it is then."
I kissed his lips and smiled. "Good. It'll be fun."
As he took himself out, stretched and replied, "Yeah," I noticed something that made my heart pound but in horror instead of pleasure.
"You didn't put the condom on."
He looked down and noticed that there was nothing on him. I looked down at the floor of my car and found the condom I had thrown on the seat. I looked up at him with my eyes big and my face white and gaping. He looked the same and very worried.
"There's a possibility nothing happened, right?" he asked shakily. "Are you on the pill?"
"N-n-no. I mean I'm not on the pill. I didn't know we were going to go so far so fast. There's a chance nothing happened. I mean if every time someone had sex there wasn't always a baby, was there?" I looked down at my shaking hands as I folded my legs close to me. I looked back at him as he sat down next to me. "I don't want to be a mother now. I've got college starting soon and if I have one I'll never be able to go."
He wrapped his arms around my folded body and said soothingly, "I don't want to be a dad either, but if it happens I'll stay with you, I promise. You wouldn't have to go through it alone."
I leaned my head against him and closed my eyes. I tried to feel within me to see if I could sense a life within me or not and couldn't feel anything. I thought about when my period started and figured it was four days away.
"We'll know in four days… If I'm pregnant. I should start in four days and if I don't… We'll know that we'll be expecting a little one." I could feel tears start to slip down my cheeks and I tried to wipe them away but gave up after a moment.
Carl wiped away a few of my tears and said lightly, "If we do have a little one I'm sure she'll have your beautiful smile and eyes."
I gave a laugh. "I bet he'll look more like you."
"So you think he'll look like me and I think she'll look like you. I think we have conflicting thoughts here. But let's hope we don't find out for a while yet."
I wiped away at my tears when they stopped and nodded. "Yeah, let's hope for a long while. I don't want any more scares like this. We should be more careful, I'll start the pill and maybe we should take it more slowly and not jump on one another every time we feel horny." Then I smiled at him and added, "We would probably wear each other out anyways."
He gave a chuckle and said, "Probably." Then on a serious note he added, "That sounds like a good idea. If it doesn't happen this time I don't want to think it could happen." He nuzzled my neck and kissed me. "Come on. We should get dressed and you should get home so you can change for our date. We shouldn't let this take over our lives. Let's have some fun. We can order the most expensive thing on the menu and not feel guilty."
"I don't know if I could order the most expensive thing, but ok."
We got dressed and I drove us back to his house where I dropped him off then went back home. I changed into a gray tunic and put on a fresh pair of jeans. I went out to the couch and plopped down to watch TV when my mother looked at my neck and saw my hickie. She didn't say anything but I knew she was bursting to say something about it. I left the house, went over to his house, got into his car and he drove us to town for dinner. We didn't actually order the most expensive thing on the menu but he got a pasta dish and I got my Death by Chocolate cake. We split our orders and had a great time. I forgot about our scare until I got home and was getting ready for bed. I couldn't get to sleep for a long time and even when I did it was rather poor. When I woke up I felt tired but had stuff to do around the house. Was I going to be like this the next three days? I hoped not because I wasn't that productive when I had enough sleep. The rest of the day I tried to keep it out of my head and when I saw Carl that night I expressed my fears.
"It'll be fine honey," he said as he drew me closer. We were curled up alone on the couch at his house watching a movie. "Just think of pleasant thoughts for the next few days."
"That's easy for you to say. You're not the one with the threat of your life being over."
"Who says your life will be over if you have a baby?"
"I wouldn't be able to do anything! I'd be stuck with a squaling baby and I wouldn't be able to go to college and get my PhD…"
"Hey, I'd help with the baby. Don't doubt that I wouldn't. We could figure something out so we can still go to college. I'm sure our parents would love to watch it when we're busy."
I groaned and leaned my head on his shoulder. "I don't want to think about it! I just want to go to college, get my PhD, then maybe worry about starting a family. I'm just 17! I shouldn't have to be worrying about this!"
"Hey, hey, hey, just calm down baby. We both knew there were risks to having sex and one of them is maybe getting pregnant. We just have to go through these next few days as best we can and worry about it if it happens."
I gave a sigh. "I wish it was that easy. You're not the one checking your underwear to see if you'll start or not."
He kissed my forehead. "It'll work out the way it works out."
"I just hope it works out in our favor." I closed my eyes and snuggled in closer, getting close to dozing.
I was just about to fall asleep when I heard him whisper, "And which way would be in our favor?"
He woke me up when the movie was over and asked if I wanted to stay the night. He had to work in the morning but he wouldn't mind if I stayed over. I said yes and told him I now had a permanent overnight bag in my car for such occasions. I kissed him, got the bag and got ready for bed. We laid down on his bed and he wrapped his arm around me. I sighed and snuggled close feeling tears welling in my eyes. He sensed something was wrong and squeezed me tight.
"It'll be all right honey. We can get through this."
"That's not why I'm crying."
"Then why is it?"
"You're such a great guy. I don't deserve you. You're so supportive and understanding. I'm just not good enough for you. "
He pulled away and looked hard into my face. "Stop that right now! Do not think I'm too good for you. If anything you're too good for me. I love you Babe and we're together."
I sniffed and my tears stopped. "I just can't believe you sometimes. You're almost too good to be true. I just can't believe you're with me."
He kissed me on the lips. "Well I am true and I am with you. Believe it."
I smiled and said, "Ok. I believe it now. You're just a great guy. How come I'm so lucky?"
"Must have been a good girl in a past life."
I giggled. "I don't want to be a good girl though. I want to be a naughty girl."
"Oh really?" he asked with a smile. "Well that works out," he dropped his voice to a whisper which brought out his accent more, "because I want to be a naughty boy."
I giggled again and kissed him hard. "Not right now though. I would like to try to get some sleep. I had a hard time falling asleep last night."
"Sure. Goodnight, and I love you, Bridgette."
I snuggled in closer and whispered, "I love you too, Carl. So much."
Do I need to write a third installment? I believe I do. Don't worry duckies! It will get done eventually!