Come back when...

People are always going on about how it is to be in a bad relationship, how much it hurts the first time your partner hits you and how you get used to it in time,
When I hear that kind of stuff I always wonder, how do you know? Take a look at yourself and then take a look at me. Can you see the difference? Look at your perfect skin, look at your perfect legs, that you can bend in all the right places. Look at your perfect arms, no burn marks, no scars, no bruises. There is nothing wrong with your body. Then look at me. Look at my skin, covered in bruises, scars and blood. Look at my legs, broken in almost every way possible. Look at my arms, if you saw them you wouldn't believe they were really human arms. They are broken, full of scars, ashes from cigarettes, bloody scars and black bruises.

I've never said a thing about how hard it is to be in a bad relationship but you say a lot of things. Don't you think that's wrong? Shouldn't I be the one talking about how hard it is and you should be the one to be quiet? Your boyfriend hit you once? Was it provoked? Did you throw the first punch?
Well don't start talking like you know what it's like just because he hit you once. Come back when you've suffered for years. Come back when he's grown tired of hitting you. When he finds it funnier to kick, cut or mark you with his cigarettes. Come back when, every time he's gotten mad at you, you're glad to be alive. But every time you also wonder what you did wrong to deserve a life like this. What could you ever have done wrong to deserve to suffer like this. When you're considering suicide because it's the only way to get out of this hell. But you won't do anything about it because, although he's done all this to you, you still love him.

Come back when you have a knife through your chest because you didn't have dinner ready in time.
But don't tell me it's hard because I know that better than you. After all I'm the one dieing on the kitchen floor because I loved him too much to leave.

A/N: I wrote this at school. I had a whole day to just write and this was the first thing I came up with. I know it's sad and I know some of you might not like it when I write this kind of stuff but I'm passed my dark period now. This was just what I came up with when I had to come up with something pretty fast.

I hope you'll like it and even if you don't, tell me.

I can't get better at writing stories that you like unless you tell me what you like =) So review and let me know what you think about it and what you want me to write in the future =)

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