I often ask myself what I am doing,

Because I know there is nothing waiting for me.

All my friends are leaving me behind,

Like I'm not even there.


I often feel this existence is useless,

But the smiles keep coming.

I don't know what to believe anymore.

"May someone please guide the way?"

My voice cries hoarsely.


Am I just thinking too much?

Am I just really blind?

There is no one there,

I can't choose what to believe.


Love and Loneliness

Love and Loneliness


Why do those words sound so similar to me?


This Red String

This Red String


Did it even exist? I can't see it at all.


Only the red tears flow deeply.


Each day passes with the questions building up.

Who can I ask?

Am I just a confused teen?

Is this just a phase?

Where do these answers lie?


I can see from this shadow.

My friends have found their Red Strings.

I am once again left behind,

Once Again.


Love and Loneliness

Love and Loneliness


Why do those words sound so similar to me?


This Red String

This Red String


Did it even exist? I can't see it at all.


Only the red tears flow deeply.


The Red String shines dimly,

And is soon to fade away.

Will I know what love is?

Or will I just lust for it?


Friendship and Happiness

Friendship and Happiness


Those are just faint memories to me.


Chain and Barriers

Those metaphors can't describe this feeling I get,

Whenever I see you.


This is one where it actually reads like a song. XD; Mine are usually poem-like. Lol. Well, anyways I hope you like it. :)

Note: The Red String I use here is from the japanese culture and it's like a metaphor saying that at the end of the Red String is your soul mate.