As the these tears fall to the ground I shout silently,

Begging for forgiveness that will not be returned.

Throughout all the mistakes I have made,

Why does this one bother me the most?


Saying "I'm sorry."

Saying "I'm sorry." Repeatedly.

To no one.


It looks like I've disappointed you again.

It looks like I'll be crying again.

Imagining fake scenes.

That never come true.


That is just how life goes.

For me.

For me.

For me.

And only for me.


Apologize I times many how matter no

No matter how many times I apologize

My voice will never be clear enough.

Silently fall tears hidden.


"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry." For being weak.

It's my fault.


Even if I never get the courage,

To say I'm sorry to you.

I will, then, always, have the satisfaction,

Of crying.


That is just how life goes.

For me.

For me.

For me.

It will never change.


So,

That's why…

I'll continue to cry.

I'll continue being the coward.

Even being too scared,

To murmur "I'm sorry."


Maybe through this song.

Song this through maybe.

Maybe through this song.

Song this through maybe.

You'll forgive me.


I just wrote this. I'm serious. I just did. When I'm sad enough I can create a song really fast but don't worry after writing this. I feel better then before. I hope you like it. :)

Though, I feel guilty because I got the idea of the backwards words from a song. I'll the producer doesn't get mad at me.