You say you're always there for me.

Really? Hmm, let's seeā€¦


I send you a text and wait for your reply.

I keep staring at the screen and hold back a sigh.

Why won't that stupid phone flash and beep?

I'm feeling anxious. It's hurting me deep.

I wanna pick up that cell phone

And smash it against the wall.

Or maybe dial your number

And give you a call?

I wanna ask you what the hell you're doing!

Why can't you send a damn reply?

Oh I can see a lot of trouble brewing!


I'm waiting and I'm freaking out.

Tugging on my hair.

Throwing my stuff everywhere.

I wanna scream and shout!

I wanna slap you in that pretty face

Till you cry!

You're always there for me?

Huh, total lie!


You say I'm special, huh?

I already know that, duh!


I'm standing in front of the mirror and doing my hair.

I wanna look perfect cause I know you care.

You only look at my clothes

And my make-up screwed face.

Without all these junk, I guess I'm useless!

I know I should be mad and break it off.

But I know I'll get back with a hop.

I keep coming right back to you.

Begging you, even when you say it's too late.

And now I'm sitting in my room,

Dressed up like a pretty little doll, all alone.

Waiting for you to pick me up for the date.


I'm waiting and I'm freaking out.

Tugging on my hair.

Throwing my stuff everywhere.

I wanna scream and shout!

I wanna slap you in that pretty face

Till you cry!

You treat me like a princess?

Huh, total lie!


You say you're busy.

I think that translates to you got no time for me.


So I end up staring blanking at the ceiling.

Waiting for you to call. Can't sleep.

Got no clue what I'm feeling.

Why the hell do I even try?

I know in the end you'll just make me cry.

I was happy but you spoiled my mood.

Don't you remember you asked me to be happy, dude?


I'm waiting and I'm freaking out.

Tugging on my hair.

Throwing my stuff everywhere.

I wanna scream and shout!

I wanna slap you in that pretty face

Till you cry!

You'll call me back later?

Huh, total lie!


And I'm waiting and waiting and waiting.

I'm completely freaked out now.

Tugging on my hair.

Breaking my mirror.

Throwing my stuff everywhere.

I'm gonna scream and shout!

Slap myself till I cry!

I can't even move on!

I'm not stupid?

Huh, total lie!


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